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About Me Member General Digital Photographer MurderMaeFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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I'm not the greatest at apologizing. Everything I've once said. I wanted to say. Why would I take back the things I met? I come down hard on people. Friend or not. I have this problem saying exactly what I think of them. I've fell in love a billion times. My heart has been crushed a billion more. There's just something about me that makes people afraid of me. Afraid to love me. But I can't wait until the day I actually mean something to someone. Please don't judge me by what I've done wrong. But, by how many times I've made you smile, or cheer up.
There's these days were I just fall a part.. and it's not like anyone did anything wrong. I'm just so lost inside myself. I forget everything important and I'm lost some place where I'll be able to cope. I'm getting better. I've even matured so much. I love not having to impress anyone or get upset every time I argue with a friend. I've just gotten to this point in life. Where now I can say. Fuck you, you never were important. Because, no one is worth hurting over. Whether you love them or not. This may have been a lesson learned. But at least the cause isn't a loss.
I'm what you see standing in front of you. I hide nothing. I express every thing. I go for my all. And I care way too much. But you can't break me a part. Because, I've already been there. Wanna try? Give it your all. But I didn't lie.

Journal History

  • Feb 4, 2009 ^-^
  • Nov 20, 2008 oo;

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Grand Rapids, fuck me
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Fat
  • Interests: writing, photography, drawing, boys, myspace, chillin, and my friends<3
  • Favourite movie: Underworld Definately<3
  • Favourite band or musician: Umm probably Jimi Hendrix; he\'s really smart
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock. :D
  • Favourite artist: Maii friend Kaci.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Probably myself, lol. <3
  • Favourite photographer: My WMCAT teacher Mr. Andrew.
  • Favourite style of art: Photography
  • Operating System: Mac, and PC. Fucking fuck.
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod bitches. Nano all the way.
  • Shell of choice: Sea shell. :D
  • Skin of choice: Caucasian.
  • Favourite game: :3 Pokemon.
  • Favourite gaming platform: DS.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Sesshomaru. He\'s mai beast.
  • Personal Quote: \
  • Tools of the Trade: A Canon camera, um.. pencils, and le\'s see, paper. [Nod]

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:icondemerz:
Hey I haven't talked to you in so long whats up?
:iconmurdermae:
Nothing much really. How are you?

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When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, give it a thousand reasons to smile.
:iconblackatherine:
Thanks for the fav! :hug:

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Cat. avatar by [link]
:iconharbitt:
Thanks a bunch for the fave!
Love you gallery! nice pics

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"When I was little I used to pray every night for a bike. Then I realized that God didn't work that way...
So I stole a bike and asked him to forgive me"
:iconmurdermae:
Thanks, you also have a wonderful gallery~
I think your really good with black and white. :)

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When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, give it a thousand reasons to smile.
:iconharbitt:
Thanks! I was just messing around with the camera. I was a little bit nervous to just take the B&W picture in case I wanted the color back later....
but I like how it turned out

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"When I was little I used to pray every night for a bike. Then I realized that God didn't work that way...
So I stole a bike and asked him to forgive me"
:iconmurdermae:
Yeahh, it looks incredible.
If you save your original document you shouldn't have to worry about things like that.. <3 :)

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When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, give it a thousand reasons to smile.
:iconharbitt:
Ah gotcha. Yea I should probably try that. I can always convert it to B&W later...

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"When I was little I used to pray every night for a bike. Then I realized that God didn't work that way...
So I stole a bike and asked him to forgive me"
:iconalexander-darkonious:
Thanks for the fav! :hug:

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My soul lay in darkness...........
:iconinayatshah:
thank you very much for the watch

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